"The ancient Romans had a tradition: whenever one of their engineers constructed an arch, as the capstone was hoisted into place, the engineer assumed accountability for his work in the most profound way possible: he stood under the arch."
* Michael Armstrong
Do it right now, not later! Take complete responsibility and pay off all of my debts in the next three months. Take over my car payments. Pay my mother for my return flight from England. Pay my father for Bartending Classes. Once this is accomplished and $1000 is in untouchable savings, take a vacation to SF, CA this summer. The reward is a sence of independence and a knowledge that I have activly taken responsibility for what I have accrued and I'll get to see a wonderful city that I have not yet seen.
I am responsible for all of my actions. I prove to myself that I am independent.
I have.... made a complete list of all of my debts and listed them with rewards both interpersonal/spiritual achievements and earthly desires. They are easily accesible and I know what my debts and rewards are.
I expected things to happen this quickly because I am strong and worthy of all life has to offer, and I mean what I say. At first I was shocked and giddy, in tears and thankful thankful thankful... Everything happened effortlessly. I am getting paid for a few creative hours work more than I've ever made in a week. It is all happening in San Francisco, four days from this entry!!! Everything unfolds perfectly.
I am a professional writer with a successful novel that I enjoy promoting. All of my interations are smooth and fullfulling.